I don’t know why when I read his reply “if you have changed your net”, it ignited a lot of internal anger inside me. His reply sounded very sarcastic, with the implication that our poor delay connections was due to my own fault.
Unfortunately, that’s not how peer-to-peer connections on the net work. If one end of the pipe is slow, the entire connection on both sides will be slow no matter what.
I know I am thinking way too much on this minor IRC exchange at 11.15pm after a long and exhausting day at work on a Sunday. But I felt that it was important to pen down because I’m interested in keeping a record of what pisses me off.
Understanding and accepting your demons and negative emotions is the key to improving oneself.